It's one of those days when you wake up, tired but not knowing what you've done that've gotten you so tired to begin with...

And the feeling struck once again... what have you been doing with your life?

Sucked into the feeling of emptiness and 'just makes no sense', my balance is way out of order...

Got this msg about a friend setting a blog... realise every minute there's someone with the same problem!!

Didn't I set out to solve these problems? Where's the goal and where should I head now?
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(lifted from friend's blog):
Melancholy, my cross to bear for life…
In me, liesA quiet soul,An unquiet mind,And a disquiet heart.
Just rewatched my favourite film ever, Next Stop Wonderland, and it has stirred once more all those feelings that has lain dormant in me for awhile.
I feel the burden of existence acutely…Everyday is a struggle to be strong, to cope, to make the best of what we have. I don’t know how much longer I can hold on, but I try my best.Seeking solace, sanctuary, strength and wisdom from films, books and music --- mirrors of human experience which unswervingly enlightenThe Lost.
I reflect..I contemplate..I see.But seeing is a double-edged sword.Clarity of thought brings an inner joy which stems from contentment, but this is a joy tinged with suffering.Ignorance is bliss and the converse holds true.Sometimes, I feel so tired…
A fundamental loneliness dwells in me…I long to banish that loneliness, and in its place, find a deep quietness.
Sadness has no ending, happiness does.It’s ok to be alone, but to find a joy and contentment together with someone else who is alone..That’s the beauty of life.
So complex, Yet so simple.Someday I will find my rainbow.
A dream is a wish your heart makes…la la la la
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A dream is a wish your heart makes.
How true...
Now the question would be:What does my heart wishes for?
(Oh god, someone tells me why is this a question mark?)